i know, lame title...i liked it

so anyway updates. my mom is in the hospital (she had knee replacement surgery) but shes in a day longer than wed originally thought. so im at my dads house and am going to miss band tomorrow. which i dont quite mind. there was a meeting yesterday about being sevtion leader, but i wasnt able to go so now im a little worried that i wont get to be. this is the first year that ive actualyl been my own section! for the last three years ive been the only mellophone (french horn) but this year theres another girl too but i dont want to be stuck in the saxes again!and theres jsut lots of other stuff tahts stressin me out.

but on a good note, i got my hair cut. its the way ive wanted forever. its shorter in the back (very short) and longer in the front. i plan on posting pictures hopefully.

oh, another bad thing, my ps2 suddenly decided to stop working. its like it wont spin to read the disk or whatever and i have no idea what caused it or how to fix it...sad face but oh well. idk what to do

im really excited for my senior year but the closer it gets the more i get stressed out about it. and my parents keep putting more and more pressure on me for different things. for one thing, they are both wanting me to drive, which i think im ready to do, but im still kinda nervous and dont even like driving but my dad wants me to gain experience in the little town i live in now so that im better at it when i go to college. but my mom goets home after the dep of transportation closes and besides i need to find a good car to even take the test! grrr, do not want...

idk, it just seems like sometimes, everyything ticks me off and annoys me and others, i dont really feel anyhting.

well im bored and cant think of anything. you know what, i think i end every journal like this. well, im just gonna stop now. laterzzzz